hits home

I sure had a good cry last night, and for the first time felt very overwhelmed and emotional. I think just the realiztion that next week we will be 5 months along, and soon I'll be feeling Jack move around, and as if it isn't real enough, it's going to a whole new level of real. Joe took wonderful care of me, let me cry and brought me a blanket to curl up with. Should anything be challenged when Jack is born, I know it's nothing that we can't handle, and nothing could make us love Jack or want him any less. I wouldn't trade a second of anything in this pregnancy... even being sick in the same mall parking lot every time we go there (we're not going there any more I've declared)