Baby Doll

Well if P2B didn't suprise me again tonight. Turns out there was one forgotton present, which was a beautiful newborn baby doll, blue ribbon of corse.
Needed ultimetly for our breastfeeding class, but the 2 of us sure fell into sucky mode quick. Funny how you can know it's Just a doll, but hold it so gently as if it were real, and look at it as if we're practicing for how we're going to be looking at Jack. I can't even begin to immagine how I'm going to feel looking into the eyes of my baby... I don't think it's possible to prepare for that moment...